An apple

What separates us from the animals is our ability to controll ourselves, and to gossip.

Eaten so far: An apple. Stay strong.

Heres for new beginnings!

I´m fat. Like seriously gross. I´m like a freaking wale for crying out loud! But that ends NOW. From now on I will tell you exactly what I eat and it won´t be a lot. Cause I´m gonna be the skinniest bitch you´ve ever seen.

Inspiration - Beach 2011

A collage of pictures to get inspiration from - Beach 2011 is getting closer!

A dress I´d like to wear: Natalie Portman in Black Swan

A few days ago me and my friends had a girls night out and made a stop at the cinema to watch "Black Swan", the movie leading lady Natalie Portman recently won an oscar for. It´s a great movie in so many ways, not at least because of the great clothes and costumes! It´s almost impossible to find pictures of this dress, but it´s so gorgeous it was worth the extra time. The next time I´m having an eveningdress sown up I´ll show these pictures to the seamstress!

A dress I´d like to wear: Mary Kate at the Walk of fame

Mary Kate & Ashley back in 2004 as they recieved a star at Hollywoods walk of fame. I still love everything about Mary Kate´s look; the beautiful earrings, the multiple bracelets and the silky dress with the bare back. Stunning!

Inspiration: Ashley Olsen´s chic style

Nobody could have missed the Olsentwins status as both moviestars, minimoguls & major fashionicons. I´ve always been a great fan of Mary Kate´s style (although in my op. her style peaked around 2006) but it´s only just recently that I´ve discovered Ashleys more feminine, classic and chic style. If Mary Kate is the bohemian then Ashley is definitely the sofisticate!

I particulary like the jeans-combinations: simple balletflats, great scarves & a pair of classic sunnies.
In the last picture I´m crazy about the shoes!

Daily Diet

I´ve overeaten the last couple of days ( I know, I should be ashamed of myself. Actually, I kind of am) so today the scale showed disgusting 48.7 kg. I know I don´t "really" weigh that much and I had just eaten when I stepped on the scale but still, it´s intolerable. So now I´m focused, once again on 45. Until that´s the number the scale is showing all I´ll be eating is soup, broccoli and maybe some low-calorie beans.

Today I´ve been drinking lot´s of tea and a cup of soup = a total of 110 kcal. Keep it up.

Olivia Palermo Hearts NYC On Fashioner

Her style, her voice, her personality. She actually seems nice in this clip! A true inspiration.

Inspiration

Yesterday I eat too much. Way too much. So today all I´m consuming is tea. I get so sick of myself - if I could controll myself then I might look like that one day.

Beautyinspiration - Marissa Cooper

The OC season 1: The best chrismukkah ever

The tan, the natural makeup: accented cheekbones, luscious lips & white eyeliner, and the white dress makes a beautiful match and inspires me to keep dreaming. After all - dreaming is what beauty is made of.

What I´ve eaten...

Today: Tea + soup (110 kcal) + fish (210 kcal)
Yesterday: Tea + Chocolate (1150 kcal)

Ok, so I´ve realised a life without chocolate isn´t worth living ^^ But I´ve also realised I´ve got some serious weight to shed the next couple of months - looking at some pictures taken last weekend I see just how much. So I´ve made a deal; if I HAVE to eat chocolate then thats all I´m having that day. That way I can still enjoy the good things in life while assuring I´m not gaining weight. And yes, I know all about how unhealthy this strategy is but listen to this: I DON`T CARE.

These next couple of months I´m going to do it. I´ll lose all that weight that´s making me feel so "blah", I´ll finally channel my inner fashionista and I´ll also do something new with my hair. Life´s too short to look dull!

Some inspirationpictures for my upcoming project

Oh, and by the way  - that´s the haircut I´m going for!

Inspiration of the day

" Do you love it? Every second of it. I love it "

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Daily Diet

Green tea.

Cause I´m fat.

A dress I´d like to wear.

The OC, season 3 episode 7. Marissa´s wearing an amazing Chanel dress.

Nelly Furtado - Maneater (US Version)

This song brings back so many memories from years ago - memories of a warm, tropical vacation, a superskinny me and a great tan. Sometimes I wish I could just stop time, I´m missing the moments as they pass.

Inspiration of the day

I want it all.

Daily Diet

• Broccoli, green beans, kidneybeans.
• Green tea
• Water
 

Inspiration of the day

Tanned, skinny, glamorous.

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Q;indivi / PART OF YOUR WORLD (HOUSE NATION REMIX EDIT)

Wish I could be part of (the beautiful peoples) world

Inspiration of the day

There isn´t even words to describe how much I love this look.  The skinny arms, huge glasses and the amazing, huge bag. THIS is inspiring!

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Weekly weigh-in

47.2

The result of binging, ladies and gentlemen.

So Rich, So Pretty

So rich, so pretty - Mickey Avalon

Daily diet nr: 9

Broccoli, mushrooms, black beans

Green tea

Water

Inspiration of the day

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Daily Diet nr: 8

• Broccoli, fish, cottage cheese, black beans.
• Green tea
• Water

James - Senorita

Soundtrack of day 1.

New category: 20 days countdown

As you can see I´ve decided to create a new category - 20 days countdown. This category is mainly made to motivate me a little extra these nearest 20 days, cause in 20 days I have a weekendtrip planned with some friends I haven´t seen in awhile.

So, this is DAY 1.
I´m planning on being a good girl today.

Creep - Radiohead

I don´t care if it hurts, I want to have controll. I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul.

Inspiration of the day

I´m having a hard time right now. I´m not hungry, not at all but I can´t stop thinking about chocolate. Honestly, I´m contemplating wheather to go to nearest supermarket and just get some, it can´t hurt that bad? But I want to resist.  I want to stay strong.

Daily Diet nr: 7

• Broccoli, fish, cottage cheese, mushrooms (what a surprise, huh?!)
• Green tea (I have lost count on how many cups of green tea I drink per day, it´s at least 8... )
• Water

I´ve calculated my total calorieintake to about 400. Amazingly enough I don´t feel hungry that often, and if I do my great friend Mr. Green Tea takes care of it!

Daily Diet nr:6

I chose to make this my "eatwhateveryouwant" day, so today I´ve literally eaten whatever has poped into my mind. Bad stuff, ´n uff said. Tomorrow I´ll be back on my diet, hardcore.
Next friday/weekly weigh-in I´m aiming at 45 kg, tops.

Inspiration of the day

Weekly weigh-in nr:2

Last saturday I weighed 47.8, after A LOT of unhealthy, greasy food.
Imagine my happiness when the scale today showed 46.3 - that´s motivation!

Inspiration of the day

Daily Diet nr: 5

• Broccoli, cod (as in the fish), cottage cheese.
• Green tea
• Water
• Vitamin Well

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Daily diet nr: 4

• Broccoli, pasta, cottage cheese
• Green tea
• Water

Simply gorgeous.

Inspiration of the day